My dad goes, "What's it matter? It's all gonna disappear anyway."
[ trust that his impression is definitively unkind. ]
That's fucked up, right? Like, it made me think, can't you say that about anything, really? One day, all of this is gonna be gone and any meaning it ever had will be the first thing to go.
[ you have to laugh. right? it makes him laugh. ]
I could'a spent that night imagining Mr. Octopus having a sleepover with the starfish twins, but nah, instead I just worried about the sun exploding for like seven years.
Damn. Guess I should start by saying you're one of the best things to ever happen to me.
[ he's still riding off the high of that joint, yet he can feel his cheeks heating up by that sudden admission. relationships may not have ever been something within his grasp, but he'd always lowkey enjoyed the idea of them, and now he gets why... feeling whole like this — it's addictive in the best ways. ]
[ reki has no choice but to bury his face against qi fang's neck. maybe it doesn't count on a technicality, but he still can't wipe this stupid smile off his face. ]
[ how much i... qi fang feels his entire body freeze at those words, breath held in his throat on a bubbling hope he can't quite name.
said breath rushes out when different words come. different — but no less meaningful. he's squeezing reki again, burying his face in that hair and breathing him in deep. ]
That sun needs to hurry the fuck up cuz I'm ready to fall asleep with you in my arms just like this.
[ qi fang's brow crinkles dubiously, but his breathing has already started to slow. there are a dozen more reasons not to sleep out here, like this, he knows it. but suddenly.even thinking up one is proving difficult. ]
[ that probably hangs unspoken between them like the blade at a guillotine but by now qi fang is way too cozy and exhausted to fight it. he grunts, once, already feeling weighed down by sleep so all he can muster is a light squeeze around reki's middle. ]
[ reki makes sure that sleep takes him with light kisses and gentle hands in his hair. and then, when he's certain that he is dreaming, it occurs to him that he can speak to qi fang's subconscious, sweetly and softly whispering that love you he swallowed down before. he snuggles in tightly and lets sleep take him too, drifting away to the view of the sun rising over the gentle morning waves. ]
[ damn, he never did see the sunrise. he'll have to take reki's word for it regarding its beauty, but he honestly wouldn't have traded the sight of it for the feeling of ease and comfort that quickly overtook him only seconds after reki's gentle promise.
he kept his word, too — qi fang rouses awake hours later, a gentle sun settling on his face and the rhythmic sound of waves right at his ears. no bugs, just the itch you'd expect from rolling around in the sand, but otherwise he feels sated... safe.
that is, until the rest of his faculties catch up with him, and then he's jolting up, clutching at the body still limp against him, a sharp gasp catching in his lungs. ]
[ cool. at least qi fang gets to wake up gently to all of this divine ambiance; reki's awakening is more panic and jostling and being very suddenly conscious before he's actually ready. ]
Wha...
[ he has to double-time it through this grogginess to check for imminent danger. of course, they're on the most peaceful stretch of sand in the entire country with nothing around for as far as the eye can see but trees and water. reki fixes him with the single most betrayed look. ]
[ peace is, unfortunately, a faraway land in comparison to where qi fang currently is, scrambling around in his pocket for his phone to check the time. his 34% battery flashes at 10:27 AM at him and he swears, emphatically, under his breath before he's suddenly pushing himself up to his feet, kicking up sand and toppling over boyfriends in the process. ]
Shit, [ he says, for maybe the fifth time since he's woken, and he stoops down to help reki back up, absently dusting him off along the way. ] Sorry. Shit — I gotta go.
[ awesome. he's half-asleep and covered in sand and his boyfriend is having a panic attack. not exactly the lazy beach morning he had in mind last night. ]
Home?
[ reki's stretching ends up with him taking qi fang's hand and wobbling to his feet. he yawns and rubs at his eyes with the one spot on his sleeve that isn't completely covered. ]
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[ trust that his impression is definitively unkind. ]
That's fucked up, right? Like, it made me think, can't you say that about anything, really? One day, all of this is gonna be gone and any meaning it ever had will be the first thing to go.
[ you have to laugh. right? it makes him laugh. ]
I could'a spent that night imagining Mr. Octopus having a sleepover with the starfish twins, but nah, instead I just worried about the sun exploding for like seven years.
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Never too early to have an existential crisis, I guess.
[ a moment of silence, and then he's flinging an arm out, groping blindly around in the sand until his fingers brush against something—
ah. ]
Here you go. One outta three done.
[ he holds up a small shell between them, a chunk missing but. the thought's there. ]
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Sap.
[ but of course he's shoving it in his pocket to covet forever. ]
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It doesn't count when it's dark out.
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Better get it all out now, then. Looks like the sun's gonna come crush on your gig any second.
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[ he's still riding off the high of that joint, yet he can feel his cheeks heating up by that sudden admission. relationships may not have ever been something within his grasp, but he'd always lowkey enjoyed the idea of them, and now he gets why... feeling whole like this — it's addictive in the best ways. ]
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You sure?
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[ his hand trails up and down along reki's spine, a nervous gesture. ]
I was young and dumb and embarrassed to say anything.
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[ reki smushes his glowing cheeks a little snugger against his neck. ]
That's cool.
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No... I still am. [ his voice is small, head turned towards reki's hair, burying his lips there. ] But y'know. I think you should know.
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You should know too. How much I...
[ MMMmmmm... ]
It's so good, being with you. Like... Yeah, the best thing.
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said breath rushes out when different words come. different — but no less meaningful. he's squeezing reki again, burying his face in that hair and breathing him in deep. ]
That sun needs to hurry the fuck up cuz I'm ready to fall asleep with you in my arms just like this.
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[ his fingers drift into qi fang's hair, slowly stroking and softly scratching. ]
Nobody's gonna find us.
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Your mom's gonna kill us... first of all.
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Nah, she wouldn't kill you. Me she thinks about murdering every single day, nothin' new.
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We're gonna wake up all covered in like.. sand bugs.
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We don't have those on this side of the island.
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[ qi fang's brow crinkles dubiously, but his breathing has already started to slow. there are a dozen more reasons not to sleep out here, like this, he knows it. but suddenly.even thinking up one is proving difficult. ]
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[ and probably not covered in sand bugs. ]
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Always do... with you.
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rekijamin kyan 😠
he kept his word, too — qi fang rouses awake hours later, a gentle sun settling on his face and the rhythmic sound of waves right at his ears. no bugs, just the itch you'd expect from rolling around in the sand, but otherwise he feels sated... safe.
that is, until the rest of his faculties catch up with him, and then he's jolting up, clutching at the body still limp against him, a sharp gasp catching in his lungs. ]
What time is it? Shit—
not his full name 😂😂
Wha...
[ he has to double-time it through this grogginess to check for imminent danger. of course, they're on the most peaceful stretch of sand in the entire country with nothing around for as far as the eye can see but trees and water. reki fixes him with the single most betrayed look. ]
You okay?
it's what he deserves!!
Shit, [ he says, for maybe the fifth time since he's woken, and he stoops down to help reki back up, absently dusting him off along the way. ] Sorry. Shit — I gotta go.
[ li qiang's gonna kill him. ]
Nobody deserves this
Home?
[ reki's stretching ends up with him taking qi fang's hand and wobbling to his feet. he yawns and rubs at his eyes with the one spot on his sleeve that isn't completely covered. ]
I'll take you. Did somethin' happen?
i disagree
Ur right to the trash he goes 🗑️
good let him think about what he's done
Nah he goin to that incinerator from toy story
omg he's not that bad
Ur blinded by his sick grinds
sick grinds on DEEZ NUTS
Like where's the lie tho
no it's true he's v good at em
Yeah so incinerator
ok fine but he will be missed
Qi fang too they burn together
uhhhHhHhHhh lemme get back to you on that—
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
RIP...
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